Saat Terlafaznya Akad

Bismillahirahmanirahim..

Alhamdulillah, praise to Allah. Hari ni genaplah sebulan Cik Onn jadi seorang isteri kepada seorang lelaki, Ahmad Hisyamuddin Bakri. Quiet a lot of question that I get after married. Ramai yg bertanya:
"Best tak kawin?"
"Apa perasaan bila dah jadi isteri orang ni?"

Truth to be told, I never thought I would marry with unexpected guy and my love stories would be like this. But, it's proven that Allah plan's is the best. Allah merancang apa yg terbaik buat hamba-Nya.

Nak kata aku jatuh cinta at the first sight tak jugak becos I don't know my feeling even the day before nikah I was crying and said that I didn't want to married that guy. Bahu kawan baik aku basah disebabkan tangisan yg tak berhenti tu. Kelakar giler bila ingat balik. hahaha~

Really. I was afraid. Boleh ke aku sayang dia ni? I always pray that i'll love him the moment I became his wife. Masa tu hati ni Allah je yg tahu. Masa tu aku fikir untuk memberontak tapi when I think about mom, I just follow their rentak. Persiapan tetap jugak aku buat walau dalam hati aku ni rasa nak jer lari dari semua ni. Yelah, ni kan zaman moden bukan zaman mak ayah dulu. Kawin aturan keluarga.

After that istikharah, I accept these marriage. Seriously, memang aku terima sebab mak. Restu dia yg penting. Berkat doa ibu, abang and kawan2 dan aku yakin dengan gerak hati yg Allah bagi ni, semuanya diteruskan. Mungkin ini yg terbaik.

Dan dengan itu....

At that moment baru la rasa berdebar2 tapi disebabkan 3 kali akad aku sendiri yg tergelak tengok wali aku a.k.a abang aku tergelak. hahaha~ Di saat sah akad "Aku terima nikahnya dengan mas kahwin yg tersebut itu" I became a wife to Ahmad Hisyamuddin Bakri. Very sad moment bila abang datang dekat untuk ambik tandatangan aku dan katanya "Sekarang kak tanggungjawab Hisyam bukan lagi along". Seriously I want to cry at that moment. Sebak. uwaaa~ Masa tu, I promise to myself that I'll love this guy with all of my heart.

Orang suruh kami salam tapi dibantainya gelak. Janggal. Tapi itu yg sweet :)

Teragak-agak nak salam. Kekok. Tapi itu yg sweet :)

Setiap kali lepas solat aku selalu berdoa agar Allah berikan aku jodoh yg terbaik pada pandangan-Nya dan cerita cinta yg terbaik buat aku. Alhamdulillah, eventhough semua ni beyond my expectation Allah gives me the best man for me and the best love story I could ever imagine. Dan sekarang aku betul2 percaya pada "Love After Marriage" sebab bukan semua yg akan dapat cerita cinta seperti ini. Bercinta bagai nak rak after nikah, it's amazing.

Asyik sengih jer kami ni sebab still kekok. Itu yg indah :)

Bersalam dengan abah, ummi and mak. 

Alhamdulillah, thank Allah for everything. He gives me what I need not what I want. I'm grateful for having families and friends who never stop supporting me. Terasa bahagia bila tengok orang lain bahagia. Terasa bahagia tengok ibu tersenyum sepanjang hari. Now I learn to love someone and I can think better but I know there will be long way to go after this and insyaAllah we can make it sebab kami bukan keseorangan. Have faith in Allah. Allah saves me from face another heartbroken and He send me this wonderful guy. We have Allah and Allah knows everything. Cukup indah aturan Allah.

Aku : Kenapa awak pilih saya?

Dia : Sebab hati dan agama awak. 

HeartNote : Today, quite a month I have a husband whom I used to hate and I proudly said that I just fell in love with him. Someone who really loves you will show you that they want you in the Halal Relationship, will prove to you that they need you and will remind you they love you and the most important thing he will be together with you till Jannah. InsyaAllah.
Bilakah jodoh itu akan sampai semuanya kerja Yang Maha Esa, kita sebagai manusia jangan pernah berhnti untuk terus berdoa. Jangan pernah sesekali putus asa pada Allah kerana hanya DIA yg memberi kebahagiaan. 

Keep Istiqamah :)